My name Is Bob D- I am 43 yrs old. I was born In Montreal, PQ, and brought up in Nova Scotia. I went to school, then college, and then into law enforcement as a correctional officer.

I was a father of three kids, had my own life, and expectations of law and what this country was. This has been systematically shattered over the last decade.

The laws concerning family laws in Canada, mainly in Nova Scotia are biased obviously towards the mothers, as the ill effects of their living (under the family laws, not my wishes or control as per the family laws), the kids are all suffering still because of their mother’s ineptness and the family laws stopping me from doing my duty as a father, namely I was able to help and protect the kids but laws enforced her authority over mine.

Then I saw as my health went downhill that a recent letter from the Nova Scotian College of Physicians and Surgeons stated that it’s within the mandate of a doctor to only prescribe what he believes to be best, despite the lethality of the prescriptions, thus negating the oath to do no harm.

(Namely he wanted me on morphine, and or oxycontin for medication for pain INSTEAD OF CANNABIS which I noted as being effect-free to me other than pain control).

I am now in medical care, due to my insides being ravaged by the effects of the POLICIES enforced by Workers Compensation Board, and law and the doctors of NS who profit from prohibition of cannabis.

I soon will have reached the end date of my license for cannabis via the MMAR program, June 16th this year. I have notified the local MP that it ends and so will my money as I am unable to work due to my condition. Yet it isn’t workplace injury, so I am in appeals, without recourse or rent or food.

The Nova Scotia government would cover me via welfare, but then my wife’s life savings via her life insurance would be taken, and we are using this now instead. When this runs out the Premiere of NS says that my need for cannabis as a medication doesn’t deserve consideration.

It would cost the NS government $3,000 (high estimate) for each patient needing cannabis ONCE. Then they do it themselves as they grow it and take care of it, on their own.

But the NS government demands that patients suffer through side effects that are deadly. DEADLY… so they can pay (for me anyway) ($800 a month until I’m dead or off welfare).

Teach a man to fish…

Anyway my health is getting worse, and the country itself is getting worse.

I am looking to escape this and become a free man. I have looked into the freeman on the land movement, but to be honest I haven’t a clue about the double talk of them and government.

The laws in place now make me a criminal where I haven’t been before.

This country has lost my faith in it, we have the government enacting immoral laws ignoring scientific facts where human life is concerned in favor of financial gains through corruption. Why do they enforce Acts, yet when the federal party in office (under Harper) is caught … and fraudulent acts were committed, no-one ever was held?

Harper signs deals with foreign governments allowing them to arrest Canadians and peek into their homes.

I am not in a free country any more. I do not want to be under this government. I want out. Please help me save my life by getting me free of these immoral laws, and the corruption that allows them to end my life as they see fit. This is true I swear it.

I have been looking this up, and they now can at a whim take my cannabis away. That has been the only way I stayed alive.

This is a definite infringement of my right to life, yet legally, they have the right to take it?

What do I do?

I can’t even kill myself as that is a crime too. So what the hell do they want from me?

Part 2:

The illness isn’t diagnosed, but I can’t eat wheat for sure, and dairy, or corn apparently. I’m also plagued with insomnia, which leaves me weakened everyday.

And what bothers me most.

I was told years, actually decades ago that everything that is happening was going to happen. By my late grandfather.

He told me that they (the government) would be poisoning the water we drink, drugging the food we eat, and dumbing down the kids, and “demasculating” society. I thought he was just drinking too much.

And then things he said started.

He hasn’t been wrong and he told me what exactly to do.

He said you have to have faith, and just don’t play their game. Just tell them you see them for what they are, and walk away and do not do as they want.

The same as you would do to a child telling you to do something.

To be honest I doubt this will work.

What I didn’t tell you is the part that was for me, the critical point.

In 2009 my little sister who had a back injury, was told to take gabapentin. She was depressed before she took it as her doctor knew well. This drove her to hang herself in my parents’ garage, where my mother found her.

It was the same week I was to end my own life, but I was stopped, by whatever you want to call it (chance, fate coincidence?) by my wife. It was then when my sister died.

And I saw that being easy-going, and trying to go with the flow wasn’t cutting it.

The future will not be a good one. If something doesn’t change.

To let people be free to eat good food, drink clean water, and live in harmony.

As for my story, it’s not just mine, so share it.